Almost a day pass without her :(, i miss her so much i cant believe she is gone for good. Its so empty here at home here absence is very hard to ignore. Every corner i go i see her everywhere, on the sofa when i set, on the floor by my side when i go to bed, on the floor behind the door outside the bathroom, her approach every morning when i wake up so happy and all she wants was my attention. Everytime i see an apple i think of her cos she loved fruit specially that one. No Sera beg for food all the time, no trace of the smell of her left all is gone. I never felt such an emptyness in my heart before, never felt som much pain so much loss in me. I havent done much today since yersterday im too depress and too sad to do my daily routine. Its only us 3 left, me, ruben and one dog Blackie which is very affected of the situation, i think his more sad because his the only dog left. With Sera around even though she ignore him and dont play with him he liked her company. When we walked outside she always wait for him when his behind. I miss her so much im tired of crying im tired of this emptyness. Few days ago she was just rolling on the grass living the good life, enjoy the sun and suddenly she just get bad without warnings without reasons, just like that in one snap. Seeing her suffer it hurts so much and it was very hard to let go of her. She was included in our future plans, but she was takin to quick without unnoticed. I wish there were something we could do to save her :(. Her moment with us was just borrowed and then it was time to take her back. Thats a big risk to take when having a dog all those happiness you share together have to be paid back with emptyness and sorrow. I miss you so much Sera you where my guardian angel i cant believe that you are GONE!!!!!! The only way to escape from this pain even for a while is falling asleep, but then i dont want to wake up cos then ill look for you, ill be expecting you there beside me sleeping waiting for me to get up, but you wont be cos youre gone for good. I hope to see you again one day. Now i have to be strong for Blackie i need to give him more love and attention than ever. The night is the worse time of the day for me, because thats the time ill feel your absence the most... I would do anything to have you back my friend or just go back in time to spend it with you all over again, no matter what happends doesnt matter if i have to experience a big personal problem all over again, doesnt matter if i have to redo my years when i was with you, ill do it just to be with you. I would hug you and never let you go carry you and touch your soft hair, kiss you and dance for you, cos i know that it will makes you happy. I hope that i can do that again in the other life...until then my friend you will always be apart of me, you will always be in my heart forever and always you will be with me. I love you my friend i will always do forever and always <3<3<3 I see you soon REST IN PEACE my Sera Bonita!!!!