I strive to be like the greatest people who have ever lived
I am busy busy and busy a lot of study and after the new year it took a while to go back to my old routine. In two weeks I have my last course/subject and then I am finally finish with my study. I won't continue to university like I have planned from the beginning (going the other direction) but for sure in the future I will continue to study. I have other plans to do. I also got a fulltime job that I applied starting next week for a danish company. Hopefully I pass the one month trial and after that I will be moving to the city. This must be my busiest year and I'll give everything and sacrifice everything to fullfil it. Let this be the best year yet to come!
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After 4 years I finally decided to go brunette and it actually look much better than I expected. So I am very satisfied with the results. I was tired of the "Beyoncé" look , I needed this contrast from my skin and hair and my "signature" golden brown hair color just became boring. Well see how long this brunette hair of mine last, but I don't think I go black, it makes my skin pale in the winter. The hair color supposed to come out lighter, but it came out darker and it also looks like I have highlights done just like the color of the box ( below). I really like the results and the highlights though, one color is boring, the highlights adds the warmth on my hair. I didn't like the brown with red tones and copper which I didn't want to achieve, now its more kinda chocolate brown mix with dark brown.
The product that I always use is from a famous Spanish hairdresser called LLONGUERAS, also the same brand when I colored my hair golden brown. The two package didn't gave me the full coverage, that's why I have highlights which doesn't look bad at all.
So what do you think? Blonde or Brunette?
Strive for progress
What is your 2014 goals? A new beginning =)
Celebrations is not over here yet!
I had a great Lovely christmas and I hope you all had the same. Christmas is Spain is different than in Sweden, because here they have more celebrations. When the christmas day is over in most countries, it is not over yet until the 3 kings day which is the 6th of january here in Spain. It's a country of fiestas where people have a lot of celebrations. Most people gives gifts in christmas, but here some give gifts in the 3 kings day and some gives both in christmas and the 3 kings day. But in Rubén's family they give gifts in the 3 kings day ( luckily for me I won't have to find gifts until after new year), it will buy me some time, because I have no freakin idea what to buy this year.
We had this so called "Noche buena" the day 24th with his family and some relatives with a lot of food, specially the shrimps and wine love it :). Then the day after the 25 we had christmas day lunch with the same people with one additional person ( Ruben's cousin Alba) came from Manchester where she lives for a moment. The christmas is about a lot of food and family bonding. I probably won't have to eat for Days hahah.
I also Went for shopping and bought clothes for myself with my long time friend and first friend in Barcelona, her name is Irene. This girl would be my shopping partner, she Always find a great Place to shop for a great price. And I Always come with great Products. I will show pics tomorrow about the stuff that I bought.
Today it was also a special day, but we couldn't stay because we had to pick up my puppy that I leaved with a dog nanny. I only paid until today, so we had to pick him up. He had a great time playing with the other dog that they also had.
Next week on tuesday, we are going back to Barcelona again to celebrate new year, my two closest friends will come from Sweden, so maybe I will celebrate new year with them after 12. I don't know what's their plan yet, so nothing is for sure though.
Its pretty Cold over here, it was very windy today. Now I am going to do some stuff and hoping to go to sleep at 12, I was sleeping earlier for an hour or two, so I am wide awake. Tomorrow I have work from 13-18 and then do some study.
I finally found something that I would love to do for the rest of my life
Goodmorning I am taking my morning breakfast shake and multivitamin, I managed to Wake up at around 09:00 and I am tired to Wake up late and have the day wasted. Dreams don't come true by being lazy and by sleeping all day. I will regret it for the rest of my Life if I don't change, but everyday I am getting better. When you want something so bad you can make anything that seem impossible to possible. And I never want something so bad as the things that I want right now. Lets shot for the star!
Take care of your health
Health is priceless and I would eat or drink anything to stay healthy and never get sick for the rest of my Life. I haven't been sick for quiet long now and normally I have weak immune system and my defenses is not strong, so whenever it's Cold for example I get sick easily. How healthy you eat you can see it, how healthy really is the food that you Think was healthy by checking your urine. Everytime you pee after the food you eat you can see the color. The clearer your urine is the healthy you are. So Think about it! For instants if you eat a Big Mac form Mcdonald and more if you drink coke, your urine would be yellow or even worse orange. That food is nasty! Healthy food for me is as Close to nature as possible, that would mean no added or very Little salt and peppars, no sugar, no dairy, no process carbs ( such as spagetti or wheat) and no sauce. But rice and root food like sweet potato are good because they are organic, they don't go under the process Before we buy them and eat it, but they are naturally as it is.
My breakfast is Herbalife shake formula with low fat milk + half banana + ice. Its vanilla flavor. It's good for people that don't have time and want a fast breakfast, but at the same time it gives you all the nutrients and vitamins you need for the day along with the multivitamin. Herbalife is very healthy theres no bullshit in the Product and I recommend it to everyone who need an extra kick in the morning or out of time and just want to make sure that they have all the vitamins and nutrients that they need in one meal.
Now I am going to do some maths because I have exams going on. Wish me luck =)
10:45 in the morning
No matter how "early" I go to bed I Always end up waking up at 10:45 in the morning. Which is very late, no wonder why the day is short for me. But when it's Winter and Cold you just want to tuck in the bed and lie there for a while. I am not a morning person, but I Wake up very early if I really have too.
At 15 ( 3pm) I have to work, decided to work 2 hours extra, normally I start at 17 (5pm) and finish at 21 ( 9 pm ). I work 2 hours extra when I got the chance, now where there are more Projects to do and they need people to work more hours. Until then I am going to study Before my next exam of maths.
How is your wednesday like?
( last weekend when we were in Barcelona )
Herbalife shakes arrived today and a multivitamin. =). If you would like to try herbalife leave a comment below.
I love faux fur
Faux fur collar/scarf: Mango and sweater from H&M
I am in Barcelona until sunday. I haven't been here for almost 3 months, but it doesn't feel like it. It feels like I am here everyday. I Went to meet a friend Therese and Catch up with our lives. Haven't seen here for a while, so it was about time. We first Went to H&M and Mango shops and I did some Little shopping ( I will post it here tomorrow).
Barcelona is the same old city, alot of people and it's christmas decorations on the street and Buildings. In two weeks will be christmas and that is very soon.
Right now I am quiet awake, I couldn't sleep since I was sleeping this afternoon, so I was thinking to Watch American horror story latest season and The Vampire diaries. What are you up to this saturday night?
I have been looking for a black hat like this, but this one wasn't so good quality. Does it suits me? =) So finally I didn't bought it, it's from H&M so I have to find a better in the next shopping.
Therese she is also from Sweden and we used to be workmates two years ago =). Here with our coffe mocka + apple pie and hers is the same but with croissant. Never tried coffe mocka Before, but it was pretty weets. It's coffe with chocolate and Cream, very high in calories lol.
Blue and purple
Jacket: Jofama by Kenza / Cardigan from H&M / Oversized t-shirt from Gina Tricot / Scarf from Gina tricot / Jeans: Diesel / Shoes: Steve Madden Tarnney boots / Bag from Topshop / Sunglasses from Primark
I'm not the best with the update, but here you have something. Today was a Lovely day, warm and sunny. We Went to a city/Town closed by and grab something to eat and just walked around. Then we brought Tey my puppy to his veterinary to get the chip done. And then I worked when I got home from 5 pm - 9 pm. I just grab something Quick to eat and now I will study some maths. At night it's very Cold outside and a Little bit at home. Without the heater I would die of this Cold.
Me quality time
Saturday evening and I am all alone at home with my two doggies. Holding a Coronita on my hand and some snacks while watching a Movie called Wrong turn 5. I love these Movies, have seen 1-4 and as far I like it. It´s very slash, thriller Movie, but not that scary.
I was going to Watch series, but theres nothing new to Watch until next week.
So how is your saturday evening like? Party, dinner, relax at home?. Rubén is not here, but I don't mind to have some me time, I will see him tomorrow anyways. :)
Saturday and its raining a lot where we are. It's the worst day to go out with a 4 months puppy who refused to pee and poo outside. He get caught up in the rain and could go around for long without doing nothing than smelling, but then when you get in he do his business inside. So annoying!
I don't have fone either, started from yersterday the screen on my 1 month year old new phone is not working. Its jetblack and I have no idea what it's happening. So this monday I have to leave it to the shop to get it fix and I hope it will be a fast process.
The latest news about The Philippines is so tragic and luckily when it comes to nature disaster it never hit to the places where my love ones are and when it does nothing happends to them ( lucky) The typhoon is very Close hitting where my relatives lives this time. So many people died, so many people that are homeless. Tragic tragic and tragic! I hope it won't affect more other countries, it said to be heading to Vietnam and China.
Lets pray for the people in The Philippines <3
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Sorry for the bad update, my macbook wasn't working fast anymore, I have to format it because I've got alot of BS (bullshit) in there. But yersterday I bought a new laptop just for work, so I can keep it. It required to have windows computer to be able to use the programs that we used. I was using Ruben's laptop lately, but now is not functioning well. But luckily I bought a new one windows 8. Honestly I like windows 8 than windows program long time ago. Its advance and copy cat of macintosh, but doesn't matter I like it! So I'm glad that the problem is solve and I can continue working 4hrs a day :). I thought I was going to lose my job, but luck was by my side yersterday.
I still have the plastic on the screen , just incase something goes wrong I can return it, you never know, just incase...
This computer look much better in reality than in the pic.
Here is the windows 8 program. I love it!
Is totally different compare to old windows. I'm glad that they consider making windows better.
I've got 99 problems but the bitch ain't one
If you don't have motivation, how can we then motivate others? Maybe because of this place that makes me feel strange, like powerless, sometimes bored and isolated. Today is one of these days, I don't even know what to post in this blog, I don't feel sharing, I don't feel nothing. Do you have those days in the week? What would you do, to make you feel good again?.You know what could be perfect? Have the standard life like in Sweden, but live in Barcelona, ow how I wish it was like that. But it's either coffee or tea in life, not both. I feel sometimes to go back home, my head is there, but my heart is here. Proper home is very important, if you don't really have one, it's easy to give up where it makes your heart happy, to go where your heads tells you. Head or heart, head or heart?? The head says : go back home you can get a good job with decent salary, then with that you can afford to have your own place and build your life. While my heart say : stay where you are, doesn't matter if you can't get all of that right now, but you love this place, it makes you happy, the place, the sun, the people and it so much alive. We can't really fully have happines unless we are settled down. Why it has to be so complicated?
Goodnight from me, my runners knee starts again, the speed rope was not a good idea. I am so fed up of this knee, tomorrow it would be stairwell for cardio I beg to God that It won't hurt, it should'nt hurt. I hope I hope because this is what I need.
My beautiful Blackie, I would give everything to let you be by my side as long as I live, together I wish we grow old together. But life is unfair :( Someday I have to make the biggest and hardest decisions in life, sometimes I can't stop thinking about it and it's just makes me cry, it hurt'st to think about it that one day you won't be by my side, all I will remember is your shadow, your pictures, your videos, your bed, your bowls. Nobody won't follow me anymore, nobody will annoy me, nobody will stare from far. Ain't nobody like you and you will and always be my no.1. One day then you already lived your life, by that I never go to bed without hugging you, kissing you and talking to you. I want that you feel every day every minute every hours that you are loved and you are the greatest and the best dog ever. I wish I could talk to God in person and would ask him to give you more and healthier longer life with me. That is my one biggest wish, I really hope that I see you in another life time, but now lets enjoy our companionship my bestfriend for ever and always.
Have fun when you workout
Ok, long process it felt like with the workout, eating my meals, taking a shower and going out with the dog. It felt forever until I can finally seat down and study!!!
Did my cardio at the roof top doing the skipping rope for 30mins, super hot and the sun was just shining on my face, I was thinking to sun tan tomorrow while it's still warm. And ofcourse I did chest workout, legs, arms and glutes.
Had the music volume on, since we are the only one that live in this building on the weekdays, it felt good to not to hide just incase someone is coming up. Great view right?!
Today and 2 months ago comparison. Doesn't look like I was cheating for two months, but I did and I cheated pretty well, I didn't worked out either. But just because of the diet that I had before and the diet that I am following now it was so effective that even If I cheat, it didn't really affect the body that much. My diet is super clean, its not a magic shake or skipping carbs, is real food! Focus more on your diet, than your workout, you can sweat and do workout and lift, but if you don't have the right protein , the right food in your body that helps you see results while doing your workouts, you won't see great progress.