Why stress over something you can't change?
Our plan this coming months is to instead renovate this summer flat that we are staying right now ( yes we are back here again ) . I can say it is not the best year of my life, but not the worse either. I am just tired of all the moving and all like gypsys, well atleast the gypsys have home whether its the bus or trailer.
My planned was to find a flat, but it didnt happen. So the second plan instead is to live outside Barcelona where we lived last year, but instead spending the money for the new flat with deposit and all is that we are going to buy new furniture and slowly redesign this flat, so it FEELS MORE HOME. Then afterwards renovate it, like change the doors, floors, kitchen etc. Its not bad, but if I am going to live here it has to feel like home. Right now I feel like in a vacation, because it is a summer flat. Anyway slowly but surely that is the plan.
The other advantage living here is that I now have 2 dogs, for the moment Blackie the oldest one is still ok and hopefully he lives more years and we dont have to pay for the rent only the water and electricity which is cheap for two since Ruben and his family own this flat.
To be honest I wouldnt mind moving to another country, for the moment I am not ready yet to go back to Sweden, but Its good to know that atleast I have a country or two to come home to. I have no problem packing my bags and moving, ofcourse I have two dogs but thers ALWAYS a solution so I can bring them.
When you are getting "older" you think more of your future than you did when you were young. I am not talking about marriage, family and kids. But I am talking about my future, future job/career and to have a home that is actually yours. One step at a time we will get there. The important thing is that I am happy where I am, cause whats the purpose having everything, but you are not happy?!
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