Hello,

I am in Barcelona until sunday. I haven't been here for almost 3 months, but it doesn't feel like it. It feels like I am here everyday. I Went to meet a friend Therese and Catch up with our lives. Haven't seen here for a while, so it was about time. We first Went to H&M and Mango shops and I did some Little shopping ( I will post it here tomorrow).

Barcelona is the same old city, alot of people and it's christmas decorations on the street and Buildings. In two weeks will be christmas and that is very soon.

Right now I am quiet awake, I couldn't sleep since I was sleeping this afternoon, so I was thinking to Watch American horror story latest season and The Vampire diaries. What are you up to this saturday night?

 

Hello everbody,

I'm not the best with the update, but here you have something. Today was a Lovely day, warm and sunny. We Went to a city/Town closed by and grab something to eat and just walked around. Then we brought Tey my puppy to his veterinary to get the chip done. And then I worked when I got home from 5 pm - 9 pm. I just grab something Quick to eat and now I will study some maths. At night it's very Cold outside and a Little bit at home. Without the heater I would die of this Cold.

 

 

 

   

 

                            

                          

                          

Hi readers,

Sorry for the bad update, my macbook wasn't working fast anymore, I have to format it because I've got alot of BS (bullshit) in there. But yersterday I bought a new laptop just for work, so I can keep it. It required to have windows computer to be able to use the programs that we used. I was using Ruben's laptop lately, but now is not functioning well. But luckily I bought a new one windows 8. Honestly I like windows 8 than windows program long time ago. Its advance and copy cat of macintosh, but doesn't matter I like it! So I'm glad that the problem is solve and I can continue working 4hrs a day :). I thought I was going to lose my job, but luck was by my side yersterday.

 

If you don't have motivation, how can we then motivate others? Maybe because of this place that makes me feel strange, like powerless, sometimes bored and isolated. Today is one of these days, I don't even know what to post in this blog, I don't feel sharing, I don't feel nothing. Do you have those days in the week? What would you do, to make you feel good again?.You know what could be perfect? Have the standard life like in Sweden, but live in Barcelona, ow how I wish it was like that. But it's either coffee or tea in life, not both. I feel sometimes to go back home, my head is there, but my heart is here. Proper home is very important, if you don't really have one, it's easy to give up where it makes your heart happy, to go where your heads tells you. Head or heart, head or heart?? The head says : go back home you can get a good job with decent salary, then with that you can afford to have your own place and build your life. While my heart say : stay where you are, doesn't matter if you can't get all of that right now, but you love this place, it makes you happy, the place, the sun, the people and it so much alive. We can't really fully have happines unless we are settled down. Why it has to be so complicated?

 

 

 

 

Goodnight from me, my runners knee starts again, the speed rope was not a good idea. I am so fed up of this knee, tomorrow it would be stairwell for cardio I beg to God that It won't hurt, it should'nt hurt. I hope I hope because this is what I need.

 

 

Did my cardio at the roof top doing the skipping rope for 30mins, super hot and the sun was just shining on my face, I was thinking to sun tan tomorrow while it's still warm. And ofcourse I did chest workout, legs, arms and glutes.

Goodmorning,

Got my macbook back, it was asleep for a month for the reason that I did¨nt buy a new charger after a year that I just bought one. Now it's working slow a bit because of the one month of no charge. I had to buy a new charger, but if we kept the receit from the last time I wouln't have the need to buy another one because of the guarantee. So last weekend Rubén bought a new charger for me, but my computer won't charge anymore, it's only working with the battery on, if I unplugg it it will shut down. So have to leave it to the technic support, I wonder what would that cost to fix it? This computer I only had since 2011 and it's upset me because I expected more from apple.

 

Anyway I did my foodprep yersterday for the week, let's go back to work out. Just had my Breakfast/preworkout meal which you have to know it's always have to consist of protein and carbs 1-2 hours before workout.

 

Everytime it's sunday I feel stress it's cleaning, preparing, studying, wash the clothes etc...When I was young sunday was not my favorite day, it was a day where we have to clean, general cleaning actually. My mom is a perfectionist when it comes to cleaning and I did not like it, all day cleaning every corner, every floor, every doors, all the furniture, everyroom should be spotless clean. I remember one time a friend came over and the first thing she said "your home is so clean" and I told her " it's my mom, even if you touch every corner with your finger you won't see a dust"., actually everybody says it when they come to our home. Even the other days of the week when I finished highschool and I didn't worked, the first thing to do after breakfast was vaccum and map the floor. That's was the first thing on the list, then I have to go down to checked if there are clothes to fold or to iron, when that was done I could sit and do or go where ever I want. Mom was like that, first do your chores then afterwards you can do whatever you want. We have to do it well too, if not she go back and check if it's spotless clean. Now I am a person who barely bother cleaning, maybe because I don't realy feel like home and it's like I don't care since it's not my home, it doesn't motivates me.

 

Another saturday again and as usual I am home alone until sunday. I don't do that much, just at home. What is your saturday look like?

 

Is anyone watching The American Horror story season 3 The coven? My favorite season was the first one and the third one. I was trying to watch the season 2 Asylum, but I did not like the story. Maybe because I was upset because it was not a continution of the season 1 like every otheer series. Obviously that's why it's called American horror story, but still. I think I will try to watch the season 2 again and maybe I like it this time.

 

Just finished spending quality time with my man. We were watching a Nazi movie on the television called THE GREY ZONE about Auswitch something like that. Great movie!

Even how busy I am or we are, we are always giving an hour or two to spend time together watching a movie.

 

 

 

It is funny how things are working until today I am still waitiing for my phone, that supposed to arrived today. But no phone :(. I called the customer service of the company, but they don't seem to know a shit. Everytime you talk to someone they say DIFFERENT THINGS. I wonder if someone really trains them, so they know what they are doing. I am a very impatient person when someone kinda promise that " I will get it in time". So what I am going to do is just ignore about the phone and don't think about when it will come. You will see, the less I expect it the sooner it will come. Things are slow...

 

The weather makes me smile, it's like the summer weather again from one day to another. Very warmth and I would just like to sit outside and enjoy it, but I have loads of stuff to do and sometimes you have to make sacrifices.

I dislike it when people tell me how to handle my time, well guess what I would never do things for someone that I dont know by leaving my studies and work jusst for a weekend. It's funny how people really can think that I would do everything for them whenever they can. Sorry you ain't worth my time.

I am very careful who I let in in my life, that's why I am not a social person. I always say " why go with a bunch group of people try to socialize and pretend to care about life of someone" as if I care if the person I am talking too that I don't know what he or she is doing with his life. I hate being in that situation, because it always starts with conversation about what you are doing and I don't feel sharing my stuff with someone that I would not probably meet again. And I don't like that people that have to make such an effort talking to you asking questions like if he or she is so interested, whatever!